I just looked at my blog and am dumbfounded that I haven't posted since April 1st...and even that was some sort of weird subliminal message type thing. What can I say? I was having a rough day? I have no idea why I haven't blogged or commented on the blogs I read. I do read them. Sometimes it takes me a while to get to them though. Come to think of it, that's probably why I don't comment. If I comment on a post written two weeks ago I look a little slow. You see?
Anyway. Not much has changed. Still on this sucky deployment roller coaster. I have (finally) moved beyond the overwhelming need to sit at the computer and never leave my house because I must wait at all times for the Husband to appear. I still try to be around at times that he is likely to be around, but it is not the same overwhelming need as it was in the beginning. I still miss him like crazy and still can't wait for his return, but I am functioning again.
I took a 3 week vacation recently. I spent 5 days with my family in Mississippi and a couple of weeks with the Husband's family. And yes, Mom, I know you guys are my family too. I had to go to attempt to take care of some of the mess that is going on with the kiddos. I will just say it didn't go well. Trial in the future. I did have a great visit though and I was able to spend some time with the kids. I am not fooled into thinking that it is because anything has changed. I am fully aware that it was because "she" wanted the things I was buying them, but regardless, I spent time with them.
On the way back to Texas from Tennessee, I dropped of DQ for the summer with her dad. I am always sad about this. He is quick to remind me that I see her way more than he does and blah blah blah, BUT I have the school year. Not the fun times. Whatever. I miss my DQ and all her dramatics.
That is pretty much all that I have been up to the last couple of months. It has been a crazy time, but not crazy as in someone come check on me like it was in say February and March. I am sure I have funny stories locked somewhere in my brain to be shared later. Right now, I just needed to catch everyone up!
So how are all of you? Will anyone even read this anymore? I mean after two months...who knows?
Something So Simple
8 hours ago
2 comments:
Hey girl! I know that feeling of trying to get back into it. I go for several weeks between posts. I've always got something brewing in my head, but when I sit down to actually type it... gone. poof. blanksville! LOL!
Sorry you've had such a hard time of things lately. Hope your summer passes quickly and peacefully.
See ya again soon!
Just wanted to let you know that I am following you now. Now we can keep in touch after you head back to Texas. Be strong and stay safe threw this deployment!!
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